THIRD CHAPTER OF DIARY OFGUARDIAN OF GALAXY HEART: i feel JEALOUS!?!?!?!?!

   OK,calm yourself,Angellicca...it is just an accident and that would never happen again...ever in your life.You not fighting that day 'cause you were too tired,and you have no energy left to fight him,that's why you give up....BUT STILL,IT DID NOT CHANGE THE FACT THAT I ENJOY THE KISS!!!!AHHHHHHHHHH,why am i trying to convince myself that the kiss is not a kiss.Why am i thinking too much about it?It is not even a kiss cause i did not want it to happen.BUT!!!i let it happen....awww this is so horrible....cause that Damian brat, i always thinking about the incident in beach.Urghh....it is so annoying...it makes my life turn up side down...
   'Angie,dinner is ready!'my granpa yell from downstair.'Ok!,i'm coming'i reply.Slowly,i walked down the stair and go into the kitchen and stiffly sit down on the chair.The dinner is quite cause the inpact due the recently incident still could be felt.But for me,it is calming and help me to cleared my head.Suddenly my granpa start to talking with one another.NOTE:I HAVE 2 GRANPA FROM BOTH SIDES LIVING TOGETHER AND THEY ARE THE ONLY RELATIVES I HAVE LEFT.Suddenly i caught something in they conversations.
GRANPA WILL:Iason,doyou heard that Damian cousin has come and lived with Damian recently?
GRANPA IASON:Of course,the villagers are all over the news,the girl is a sweet girl,and if i'm not mistaken her name is Sarah Royale.I meet her once and she is really nice girl.
GRANPA WILL:Yeah,totally.I also meet her when i did some patroling at the high school and there she was,politely asking how am i and our family doing.
GRANPA IASON:the villagers were hoping that Damian and Sarah would be a nice couple cause they already fits each other nicely.Mrs william said that Damian laugh,yes laugh when Sarah are with her.
GRANPA WILL:WOW!really?Damian laugh?that girl must be special until Damian who never ever would laugh ,could be laughing.They makes a nice couple.
   Till that i hear.So that brat has a girlfriend!!!and he dare to kiss me.And that was my FIRST KISS.Sarah Royale,huh?i wonder if she is like the snobbish brat as well.I could'nt bear anything more so,i quickly and quitely finish u; my dinner and wash up the dish stormed off to my room.I swear,i cuold heard my granpa said,'i think Sarah is better than Angie'.Ok that was off the line.How could they,comparing me to that girl?Better i sleep early so i could wakes early and leaves the house earlt for morning walk.
   I have changed a lot.REALLY A LOT.I became rebellious and a loner and meaner,cause i never talk to any of my BFFL for A WEEK,and i just ignore them in class or anywhere i meet them.I never gives them chances to talk or to explain the situation really is.I easily gets mad since lately as well,like how i scold the innocent kids that play at the playground cause they accidently kick the ball and the ball hits me.The kid were crying and i did not even care about it.I just walked away in ignorant.I became someone i did not know anymore and that truth scares me,A LOT.
   I walked without directions in the cold,foggy morning after what i saw.I was having my morning walk when i  ACCIDENTLY bumped into Damian and Sarah,i guess.They were so happy and even the brat was smiling,the first time i saw him smile in my life.They were having they morning walk.Damian were chasing after Sarah and they were laughing hillariuosly.And suddenly,Sarah was hugging Damian and Damian happily hug her back.They begin to get closer,just like me and Damian at the beach.I feel suddenly surged of anger blazing in me.How could he kiss me when he already have someone special with him.Despicable brat!!!I did not stay there to what where were drama is going cause i pretty sure that what am i thought is going to be happen.So i just run away from there with the weird feeling of losing something or someone.I could also feel some strange sense of pain that i have never encounter before.I run until i exausted and the running change into walking pace.Suddenly i feel my tears were running down on my cheeks.What is wrong with me?why am i crying?Why am i crying over something that did not even matter to me?Suddenly i feel a strong pang of truth being tossed over me.....the truth that terrified me.....cause all this while i have been denied this feeling..............


WAIT FOR THE NEXT CHAPTER OF GALAXY HEART:

SHINE FORTH!!!!HEART OF GALAXY!!!!!