Hi,it is me again.Updating for the last day of year 2010.Year where i begin my life at new place,at new environment and at place where i did not know how the people attitude are.But bless to god i manage to survive through the whole year 2010 without any incident that i did not want.2010 is a very special year cause it it the year where i can't no longer hide myself because the whole school knew me,until there is no privacy left for me,but i manage to cope with it,because standing besides me are my family,my friend from sibu and from oya.
Thanks to them all i manage to discover the new me,and maybe the would be me in the future.Oya makes me begin to spread out from my own world,and begin to explores the wonders of the world.Oya also teachs me to have my own FB and BLOG!!!usually i would never really care about FB or blog cause i thought it really wasting my time.But FB and Blog connect me to my friends and teachers in Sibu and Oya.I also begin to to have my own cocu-actvty(usually i never really bother about it).I also become debators at Oya!!!i always thought that i have stages fright,but turns out i am fine,not even shaking.At Oya also,i knew a lot of wonderful person not matter they are teacher or students.They are just wonderful.Like my teachers and friends at Sibu.Every singles humans or individuals that i encounters in my life teachs me a lot of stuff and they continuesly teachs me new stuff.COURAGE,LOVE,SINCERITY,RELIABILITY,PASSION, FRIENDSHIP,HOPE,DREAM,SECRETS,BROTHER AND SISTERHOOD,and much-much more.I am an observant so i saw many stuff that sometimes other people could not see.They always thought they are not special or not smarts,but i saw that they are very athelatic,fast thinker, friendly and more.Sometimes humans only could see the bad part of them,and not the good ones.They need somebody to know about them self.Which makes humans so fragile yet the stongest of all.Maybe you would not understand me but someday you will,like i never really understands about boys and girl relationship but someday i would and hope when that time came i would bravely and without problem saying "I LOVE YOU".I hope i would not do somethings stupid that makes me lose my love.Wish me good luck ok?
The main things that i want to tell you guys is,people changes and no matter what you said,you changes within the current of time.It is depends on you how the path looks,cause it is your life,you could do anythings to it,but remember one things that important the most,love the one you love with your hearts and always protect them with whole of your strength.Don't ever betrayed your heart cause if you did,i just lose yourself along the way.No matter what,always believed in your dream,that will be your guide in your life and GOD always be there watching you,so just be yourself.
Ok,i think till here this update.The last time i write for 2010.So i wish you all found your would be self,and always, be yourself.And for 2010,thank you very much,for your knowledge,for your companionship,and for your patience for all my whine.Every incident,will be my sweet memory in my dim memory.
GOODBYE,AND
HAPPY NEW YEAR and ENJOY YEAR 2011
and THANK YOU for 2010!!!!!!
This is where i x'press myself... so,i hope u enjoy it... N alwayz b yurself
Fwenz
Friday, December 31, 2010
Tuesday, December 28, 2010
Wish i'm so not where i'm NOW!!!!
Hi,it's me again.Posting another whine,as usual about class.I know-know.What is so terrible about the class that makes me want to whine so much.At first time i was here i thought the environment going to be different,and yes it is different.It is worst that the worst i have ever gone trough.Why?cause the student at first they looks nice but in the end,i could see,my class is the worst class among all in the school.The teacher i bet,must be talking about my class,the student is so rude,selfish and snobbish.I have never said that to anyone but here.....only god know what i have been trough.The teacher is good and nice but my class never appreciate it.I feel bad seeing my teacher being treated like that.Sometimes,i just want to shout shut up and stop that.In that class,i could never focus cause it always talk here and there.Sometimes there are even students walking in the class WHILE teacher in front and teaching.
There is once,a teacher was teaching,the student wants to go back early,they just sneaked out from class.Some of the student i never would expected to do that.The teacher knew it but she just ignore at first.And then she maybe could not hold on,she challenge us,who wants to go back,please go on but use the front door in front of her.AND THERE EVEN SOME DID IT!!!!could you believed it?in my life i have never seen something so rude....so......i can't find the right word for it.I feel so pity for the teacher.I bet each time the teacher wants togo to our class they must be whining first by saying...OH NO!!!!IN A FEW MINUTES I'M GOING TO THAT CLASS!!!!from my observation,i saw the first time teacher come in to our class they were fiery with courage.BUT,sooner or later the fire,extinguish due the students attitudes.I wonder if my year in that class of 2011 would be the same.If it is,i rather takes tuition with the teacher in the evening,it would be less noise.I wuld really do that if i'm not to shy to ask them to tutor me.
OK.that is enough.Here is a little presents 4 u.AIZAT VID-Lagu kita.Enjoy it.
I DO NOT WHAT TO GET CARRIED OUT BY THE RAGE AND ANGER MOOD TOWARDS PEOPLE WHO DOD NOT EVEN WORTY FOR MY ANGER,SO I STOP TILL THERE.BUT,IF YOU HAVE QUESTION,LEAVE IT IN MY CBOX OK?
ENJOY THE SONGS.....
Sayonara and Adios.
There is once,a teacher was teaching,the student wants to go back early,they just sneaked out from class.Some of the student i never would expected to do that.The teacher knew it but she just ignore at first.And then she maybe could not hold on,she challenge us,who wants to go back,please go on but use the front door in front of her.AND THERE EVEN SOME DID IT!!!!could you believed it?in my life i have never seen something so rude....so......i can't find the right word for it.I feel so pity for the teacher.I bet each time the teacher wants togo to our class they must be whining first by saying...OH NO!!!!IN A FEW MINUTES I'M GOING TO THAT CLASS!!!!from my observation,i saw the first time teacher come in to our class they were fiery with courage.BUT,sooner or later the fire,extinguish due the students attitudes.I wonder if my year in that class of 2011 would be the same.If it is,i rather takes tuition with the teacher in the evening,it would be less noise.I wuld really do that if i'm not to shy to ask them to tutor me.
OK.that is enough.Here is a little presents 4 u.AIZAT VID-Lagu kita.Enjoy it.
I DO NOT WHAT TO GET CARRIED OUT BY THE RAGE AND ANGER MOOD TOWARDS PEOPLE WHO DOD NOT EVEN WORTY FOR MY ANGER,SO I STOP TILL THERE.BUT,IF YOU HAVE QUESTION,LEAVE IT IN MY CBOX OK?
ENJOY THE SONGS.....
Sayonara and Adios.
FIFTH CHAPTER OF GUARDIAN OF GALAXY HEART:BUT.....HOW????
Ok,that really makes Gramp Will and Iason goes off the track.The Heart of Galaxy really shocked them to dead.They thought the heart is missing but actually the heart fuse with me and secretly i learn in my dream how to use it.Well now i have control mostly of the power but i still did not know how strong the powers are.The battle that day really have gone interesting when both my gramps were defeated by me.Quite good for a freshment huh?After that i got thousand question and got scolded by my gramps cause i did not tell them that i have the Heart.
So,that day...
ME :SHINE FORTH!!!HEART OF GALAXY!!!!
What the heck!!!Iason and Will both starled by the attack from the heart.Iuse PURIFACTION attack to purify all attack and immedietly stop the battle.Yahoo!!!i win.I got the power,i got the power,i got the power.While i was doing my victory dance,my gramps attacks me by thousand question such as when did i get the heart?how i did it?why i did not tell them....and bla bla bla bla bla...so to save myself i retreated to my room,and feel a powerful satisfaction in me cause i could defeated my gramps.But i could not forget now,i have a mission.I WIIL become STRONGER to change DAMIAN into a FROG!!!I could never ever forgive him after he kissed me and he already have GIRLFRIEND!!!
About my life.I it still in havoc cause eventhough gramps and me already talked but we only talked about stuff like magic and etc,while the rest of the time is SILENCE.There is no more goofy stuff going on between me and my gramps cause of the incident.I also never talked anymore to my BFFL,Diana,Eric,Clark and Cassidy,i know it is mean but i just could not forgive them for what have happen.I just could not believed that they could do that to me.Sometimes i cry in the dark of the night,thinking how much everythings has change.Sometimes,i wondered how is my parents are.They died protecting the things that i hate the most but the things also is part of me,THE HEART OF GALAXY.I just can't help hating that things for what it have been taken from me.Why can't it just choose Damian,let his life ruins.But,as much as i hate to admit it,i did'nt want the heart to destroy other people life.My life already screwed so why just let it ruins.I feel empty somehow.I feel like my feeling already left me.The only things that is left is,SADNEES,LONELINESS,ANGER,RAGE,
CONFUSED,and NOTHINGNESS.I feel just like i'm walking zombie.Just walking but not alive.Maybe that is why i holding on to my anger to Damian,cause that is the only things that seems worthy to be holding on to.Other are just,making me more hurt.Love could betrayed me.Friend could lies to me.But not anger and veangences.It makes me alive,it would never betray and lies to me cause we are one.It feel almost i already did not believe in happiness.I believe happy is there but it is not for me.Oh!what am i blabbering about.Better sleep early,need to practices new spells tomorrow.
NEXT CHAPTER OF GALAXY HEART:
NEW FRIEND
So,that day...
ME :SHINE FORTH!!!HEART OF GALAXY!!!!
What the heck!!!Iason and Will both starled by the attack from the heart.Iuse PURIFACTION attack to purify all attack and immedietly stop the battle.Yahoo!!!i win.I got the power,i got the power,i got the power.While i was doing my victory dance,my gramps attacks me by thousand question such as when did i get the heart?how i did it?why i did not tell them....and bla bla bla bla bla...so to save myself i retreated to my room,and feel a powerful satisfaction in me cause i could defeated my gramps.But i could not forget now,i have a mission.I WIIL become STRONGER to change DAMIAN into a FROG!!!I could never ever forgive him after he kissed me and he already have GIRLFRIEND!!!
About my life.I it still in havoc cause eventhough gramps and me already talked but we only talked about stuff like magic and etc,while the rest of the time is SILENCE.There is no more goofy stuff going on between me and my gramps cause of the incident.I also never talked anymore to my BFFL,Diana,Eric,Clark and Cassidy,i know it is mean but i just could not forgive them for what have happen.I just could not believed that they could do that to me.Sometimes i cry in the dark of the night,thinking how much everythings has change.Sometimes,i wondered how is my parents are.They died protecting the things that i hate the most but the things also is part of me,THE HEART OF GALAXY.I just can't help hating that things for what it have been taken from me.Why can't it just choose Damian,let his life ruins.But,as much as i hate to admit it,i did'nt want the heart to destroy other people life.My life already screwed so why just let it ruins.I feel empty somehow.I feel like my feeling already left me.The only things that is left is,SADNEES,LONELINESS,ANGER,RAGE,
CONFUSED,and NOTHINGNESS.I feel just like i'm walking zombie.Just walking but not alive.Maybe that is why i holding on to my anger to Damian,cause that is the only things that seems worthy to be holding on to.Other are just,making me more hurt.Love could betrayed me.Friend could lies to me.But not anger and veangences.It makes me alive,it would never betray and lies to me cause we are one.It feel almost i already did not believe in happiness.I believe happy is there but it is not for me.Oh!what am i blabbering about.Better sleep early,need to practices new spells tomorrow.
NEXT CHAPTER OF GALAXY HEART:
NEW FRIEND
Friday, December 24, 2010
MY WISH 4 2010....is all of it fullfilled
Olabamunicos!!!!We meet again.I 'm quite boring so i thought of making short update.Update of short list my wish in 2010....Here is it!!!!
1.Hope my day in new place is better (BUT TURN OUT TO BE WORST!!!!)
2.Get some friend (WHICH SOMEHOW MAKES ME LOSE MY PRIVACY CAUSE THE WHOLE SCHOOL KNEW ME!!!!)
3.Get some cocurriculum actvty,which i only have a club that is PRS...(YEAH2,I KNOW,I'M PATHETIC)
4.Wish i'm not and not going to be PREFECTS (WHICH I'M NOW!!!!!ARGH!!!!!)
5.Not flunk too much in math....(IT IS BETTER...AT LEAST I'M NOT SUCKS ANYMORE)
That's all.I'm not kind of kids who have tonnes of wish,i just have that much of wish.I still did not have wish 4 next year.Will tell you later.
Bye!!!
1.Hope my day in new place is better (BUT TURN OUT TO BE WORST!!!!)
2.Get some friend (WHICH SOMEHOW MAKES ME LOSE MY PRIVACY CAUSE THE WHOLE SCHOOL KNEW ME!!!!)
3.Get some cocurriculum actvty,which i only have a club that is PRS...(YEAH2,I KNOW,I'M PATHETIC)
4.Wish i'm not and not going to be PREFECTS (WHICH I'M NOW!!!!!ARGH!!!!!)
5.Not flunk too much in math....(IT IS BETTER...AT LEAST I'M NOT SUCKS ANYMORE)
That's all.I'm not kind of kids who have tonnes of wish,i just have that much of wish.I still did not have wish 4 next year.Will tell you later.
Bye!!!
Wednesday, December 22, 2010
While i was dugging YOUTUBE.....
I was dugging YOUTUBE,when i found this song,new fav,quite nice hope you like it too!!!!
The OST for READ IT AND WEEP,a DISNEY MOVIE...
ENJOY!!!
Sunday, December 19, 2010
Di Mana Cinta - Bee Voice
This some of song that i always pick to be played while i was boring...my fav songs is all the WESTLIFE SONGS...yeah2...i know2,i'm a little bit of ancient cause hearing old songs,but everyone has it own fav songs right?and mine are westlife.
Till here,hope you enjoy it as much as i do...ADIOS AND SAYONARA
FOURTH CHAPTER OF GUARDIAN OF GALAXY HEART:SHINE FORTH!!!!!HEART OF GALAXY!!!!!
OK,lets get this straight,i really did not want to be a witch and let alone become a guardian for HEART of GALAXY,so why am i training and reading books about spells,monster,witch and warlock history and potion?OH!i remember now...I WAS LOOKING FOR A SPELL OR SOMETHINGS TO CHANGE THE BRAT DAMIAN INTO A FROG...let him have it and serves him right.But,there is one tiny problem...this things is tiring and killing me.Though i have to admit it is fun when it come to spells battle,like right now.WHY???cause i could let every single anger in me out and unleash it to my granpa.Yeah,yeah...my granpa,both of them,aremy teacher now...for this kind of stuff at least.But,still it is tiring...you could call me with wharever name you want,Pamper princess or whatever,i do not care cause it is tiring.From 5 am to 7 pm...stop only for lunch and short breaks.But i need to be tough,in order to cast a spell on Damian.And i would not rest and stop until i do it!!!
WHAT ARE YOU DOING ANGIE?COME ON...REST IS OVER!!!Will yelling.OK.OK....uh-oh..i just hate my self when i zoomed out like that.Ok,enough with the zooming out.Need to focus and be careful,cause right now is time for SPELLS BATTLE and my gramps never give any chances to relax,luckily i learn it early from their attitude.Rest and relax,you will end up as a frog later on with my gramps as your teacher.After i let out a huge breath,i walked to the training room.And first time i enter the place,i was giggling hard cause it is in the store room.But after the incantation that protected the room was lifted,i was sidetracked cause the room was huge!!!large than the whole house,it could fit the whole grand stadium of football in it.I remember that day.The day i saw Damian with Sarah,i come home and go straight to my room,thinking the whole day,about what is happening.So,at last i came into a decision.I walked to the kitchen and sit at my place at the dining table.I thinking of telling my gramps what is in my mind.SOOOO,"GRANPA,I ACCEPT THE FACT THAT I'M A WITCH AND A GUARDIAN,SO.....CAN YOU TEACH ME TO USE MAGIC?.....when i said that...will was choked and Iason was so supprised till he also choked and spray the juice he was drinking to Will face.That was so funny."ARE YOU SERIOUS ANGIE?"Will asked."YES 100% POSITIVE AND SURE"i said."IF LIKE THAT WE CAN START TOMORROW MORNING"Iason said.So that is how my life turn out to be.Now,i need to focus to start my first SPELLS BATTLE.
"OK...Ready?"Will asked."Ready"Iason and me in sync.NOTE:IASON CONTROL ELEMENT OF SUN WHILE WILL HAVE POWERS OVER MOON.I'm going to fight both of my gramps at the same time and did not expect to win,just doing some future training."As courtesy,we will let you begin with a spell first"Iason said with a smile.
ME:PRIORI INCANTATUM!!!i yelled out(means"important spells")
But nothing happen.The wand i point infront only ignite a yellow sparks and vanished."I never heard the spell before...are you bluffing around Angie?"said Will."You never said it must be a real spells,besides i already casts mine,so please,begin it"i reply with a sly smile.They suddenly run into different direction.Yes,at last the fun begin.
WILL:SIF ARIEN ARIOLIS!!!(six arrow of wind)
ME:SUNFLOWER AEGIS!!!(sunflower shield)
With that spell i blocked the arrow of wind and suddenly...
IASON:DIFENDO!!!(back fired the word)
With that spell,Iason back fired my sunflower shape shield making the shield dissapear before i could block the fifth and the sixth arrow and putting me in great danger so i...
ME:PELTA!!!(small shield)
Just in time though....
WILL:ARAZLATSINTOZ ARIOLIS!!!(hear my command,wind)
The wind blow me two yards away from the battle field!!!and causing me a geart pain at head cause i landed head first...AUW!!!
IASON:SOLARIS IGNICULUS!!!(sun sparks)
Holy crow!!!tiny sparks if sun is coming or should i say INCOMING!!!!!!!!!!!!!If i not hurryi might end up as a berbeque today!!!!
ME:ARITHMATHIUS!!!(7 angle sea)
The spell back fired Iason's sun sparks,and also drifted me back where i was in the first place but that spells make me wet...well,nothing is good as a nice cool sea refreshment...HAHAHAHA!!!!oh no!!!
WILL/IASON:SPECTRUMSTEMPRA(confused of all six humans sence)/YAMINO!!!! (darkness)
The dual attack makes anyone in the path stand without felling anything,absolute nothing cause it dulls our sense and puts us in darkness!!!
ME:CHECKMATE...
The first spell that i releashed in the first place(priori incantatum)is actually a spell that i created myself.That spell,makes any opponent spells to be taken over by the spell i said and back fired twices stronger than the original spell.The spell could be used in two ways.First,you could use it in action or like the way i use it right now,said the spell but don't really let it go out in full power yet,which makes the spell ignite in yellow sparks just like it happen when i first cast the spell.When the time really needed,you could summon the spells without the help of your wand by saying,"CHECKMATE",means the time for the spell to works.Nice one huh?i thought and train to use the spell by myself and it turn out to be fine cause the spell that my gramps cast are back fired and they now standing uselessly in the darkness.Yes!!!it works....
"Nice trick Angie,but need more to stop us than ordinary spell"said Iason .Unbelieveable,they destroy the spell by their bare strength!!!i underestime them."It is time to end this".Will said while he glancing Iason."Never thought you have your own personal spell at this kind of age...but that does'nt matter,this battle is going to it's end"Reply Iason,with an evil wicked smile....oh no!!!what is on their mind?
WILL/IASON:ARGENTUM BICORNIS,BALLARE(silver newmoon,dance)/
SPARUS OF SECUTOR SOLARIUM(spear with curved blade of gladiator sun)
HOLY CROW!!!,it is HOLY SPELL...TO VANQUISHED ALL SORT OF EVIL SPELL....and it is coming towards me!!!Oh,i never thought i need to use "it" this quick.Oh never mind...it will be a suprise for my gramps.....
ME:SHINE FORTH!!!!!HEART OF GALAXY!!!!!
That surely stops the dual spell.....Hope so......
WAIT FOR THE NEXT CHAPTER OF THE GALAXY HEART....
BUT.........HOW????
WHAT ARE YOU DOING ANGIE?COME ON...REST IS OVER!!!Will yelling.OK.OK....uh-oh..i just hate my self when i zoomed out like that.Ok,enough with the zooming out.Need to focus and be careful,cause right now is time for SPELLS BATTLE and my gramps never give any chances to relax,luckily i learn it early from their attitude.Rest and relax,you will end up as a frog later on with my gramps as your teacher.After i let out a huge breath,i walked to the training room.And first time i enter the place,i was giggling hard cause it is in the store room.But after the incantation that protected the room was lifted,i was sidetracked cause the room was huge!!!large than the whole house,it could fit the whole grand stadium of football in it.I remember that day.The day i saw Damian with Sarah,i come home and go straight to my room,thinking the whole day,about what is happening.So,at last i came into a decision.I walked to the kitchen and sit at my place at the dining table.I thinking of telling my gramps what is in my mind.SOOOO,"GRANPA,I ACCEPT THE FACT THAT I'M A WITCH AND A GUARDIAN,SO.....CAN YOU TEACH ME TO USE MAGIC?.....when i said that...will was choked and Iason was so supprised till he also choked and spray the juice he was drinking to Will face.That was so funny."ARE YOU SERIOUS ANGIE?"Will asked."YES 100% POSITIVE AND SURE"i said."IF LIKE THAT WE CAN START TOMORROW MORNING"Iason said.So that is how my life turn out to be.Now,i need to focus to start my first SPELLS BATTLE.
"OK...Ready?"Will asked."Ready"Iason and me in sync.NOTE:IASON CONTROL ELEMENT OF SUN WHILE WILL HAVE POWERS OVER MOON.I'm going to fight both of my gramps at the same time and did not expect to win,just doing some future training."As courtesy,we will let you begin with a spell first"Iason said with a smile.
ME:PRIORI INCANTATUM!!!i yelled out(means"important spells")
But nothing happen.The wand i point infront only ignite a yellow sparks and vanished."I never heard the spell before...are you bluffing around Angie?"said Will."You never said it must be a real spells,besides i already casts mine,so please,begin it"i reply with a sly smile.They suddenly run into different direction.Yes,at last the fun begin.
WILL:SIF ARIEN ARIOLIS!!!(six arrow of wind)
ME:SUNFLOWER AEGIS!!!(sunflower shield)
With that spell i blocked the arrow of wind and suddenly...
IASON:DIFENDO!!!(back fired the word)
With that spell,Iason back fired my sunflower shape shield making the shield dissapear before i could block the fifth and the sixth arrow and putting me in great danger so i...
ME:PELTA!!!(small shield)
Just in time though....
WILL:ARAZLATSINTOZ ARIOLIS!!!(hear my command,wind)
The wind blow me two yards away from the battle field!!!and causing me a geart pain at head cause i landed head first...AUW!!!
IASON:SOLARIS IGNICULUS!!!(sun sparks)
Holy crow!!!tiny sparks if sun is coming or should i say INCOMING!!!!!!!!!!!!!If i not hurryi might end up as a berbeque today!!!!
ME:ARITHMATHIUS!!!(7 angle sea)
The spell back fired Iason's sun sparks,and also drifted me back where i was in the first place but that spells make me wet...well,nothing is good as a nice cool sea refreshment...HAHAHAHA!!!!oh no!!!
WILL/IASON:SPECTRUMSTEMPRA(confused of all six humans sence)/YAMINO!!!! (darkness)
The dual attack makes anyone in the path stand without felling anything,absolute nothing cause it dulls our sense and puts us in darkness!!!
ME:CHECKMATE...
The first spell that i releashed in the first place(priori incantatum)is actually a spell that i created myself.That spell,makes any opponent spells to be taken over by the spell i said and back fired twices stronger than the original spell.The spell could be used in two ways.First,you could use it in action or like the way i use it right now,said the spell but don't really let it go out in full power yet,which makes the spell ignite in yellow sparks just like it happen when i first cast the spell.When the time really needed,you could summon the spells without the help of your wand by saying,"CHECKMATE",means the time for the spell to works.Nice one huh?i thought and train to use the spell by myself and it turn out to be fine cause the spell that my gramps cast are back fired and they now standing uselessly in the darkness.Yes!!!it works....
"Nice trick Angie,but need more to stop us than ordinary spell"said Iason .Unbelieveable,they destroy the spell by their bare strength!!!i underestime them."It is time to end this".Will said while he glancing Iason."Never thought you have your own personal spell at this kind of age...but that does'nt matter,this battle is going to it's end"Reply Iason,with an evil wicked smile....oh no!!!what is on their mind?
WILL/IASON:ARGENTUM BICORNIS,BALLARE(silver newmoon,dance)/
SPARUS OF SECUTOR SOLARIUM(spear with curved blade of gladiator sun)
HOLY CROW!!!,it is HOLY SPELL...TO VANQUISHED ALL SORT OF EVIL SPELL....and it is coming towards me!!!Oh,i never thought i need to use "it" this quick.Oh never mind...it will be a suprise for my gramps.....
ME:SHINE FORTH!!!!!HEART OF GALAXY!!!!!
That surely stops the dual spell.....Hope so......
WAIT FOR THE NEXT CHAPTER OF THE GALAXY HEART....
BUT.........HOW????
Friday, December 17, 2010
THIRD CHAPTER OF DIARY OFGUARDIAN OF GALAXY HEART: i feel JEALOUS!?!?!?!?!
OK,calm yourself,Angellicca...it is just an accident and that would never happen again...ever in your life.You not fighting that day 'cause you were too tired,and you have no energy left to fight him,that's why you give up....BUT STILL,IT DID NOT CHANGE THE FACT THAT I ENJOY THE KISS!!!!AHHHHHHHHHH,why am i trying to convince myself that the kiss is not a kiss.Why am i thinking too much about it?It is not even a kiss cause i did not want it to happen.BUT!!!i let it happen....awww this is so horrible....cause that Damian brat, i always thinking about the incident in beach.Urghh....it is so annoying...it makes my life turn up side down...
'Angie,dinner is ready!'my granpa yell from downstair.'Ok!,i'm coming'i reply.Slowly,i walked down the stair and go into the kitchen and stiffly sit down on the chair.The dinner is quite cause the inpact due the recently incident still could be felt.But for me,it is calming and help me to cleared my head.Suddenly my granpa start to talking with one another.NOTE:I HAVE 2 GRANPA FROM BOTH SIDES LIVING TOGETHER AND THEY ARE THE ONLY RELATIVES I HAVE LEFT.Suddenly i caught something in they conversations.
GRANPA WILL:Iason,doyou heard that Damian cousin has come and lived with Damian recently?
GRANPA IASON:Of course,the villagers are all over the news,the girl is a sweet girl,and if i'm not mistaken her name is Sarah Royale.I meet her once and she is really nice girl.
GRANPA WILL:Yeah,totally.I also meet her when i did some patroling at the high school and there she was,politely asking how am i and our family doing.
GRANPA IASON:the villagers were hoping that Damian and Sarah would be a nice couple cause they already fits each other nicely.Mrs william said that Damian laugh,yes laugh when Sarah are with her.
GRANPA WILL:WOW!really?Damian laugh?that girl must be special until Damian who never ever would laugh ,could be laughing.They makes a nice couple.
Till that i hear.So that brat has a girlfriend!!!and he dare to kiss me.And that was my FIRST KISS.Sarah Royale,huh?i wonder if she is like the snobbish brat as well.I could'nt bear anything more so,i quickly and quitely finish u; my dinner and wash up the dish stormed off to my room.I swear,i cuold heard my granpa said,'i think Sarah is better than Angie'.Ok that was off the line.How could they,comparing me to that girl?Better i sleep early so i could wakes early and leaves the house earlt for morning walk.
I have changed a lot.REALLY A LOT.I became rebellious and a loner and meaner,cause i never talk to any of my BFFL for A WEEK,and i just ignore them in class or anywhere i meet them.I never gives them chances to talk or to explain the situation really is.I easily gets mad since lately as well,like how i scold the innocent kids that play at the playground cause they accidently kick the ball and the ball hits me.The kid were crying and i did not even care about it.I just walked away in ignorant.I became someone i did not know anymore and that truth scares me,A LOT.
I walked without directions in the cold,foggy morning after what i saw.I was having my morning walk when i ACCIDENTLY bumped into Damian and Sarah,i guess.They were so happy and even the brat was smiling,the first time i saw him smile in my life.They were having they morning walk.Damian were chasing after Sarah and they were laughing hillariuosly.And suddenly,Sarah was hugging Damian and Damian happily hug her back.They begin to get closer,just like me and Damian at the beach.I feel suddenly surged of anger blazing in me.How could he kiss me when he already have someone special with him.Despicable brat!!!I did not stay there to what where were drama is going cause i pretty sure that what am i thought is going to be happen.So i just run away from there with the weird feeling of losing something or someone.I could also feel some strange sense of pain that i have never encounter before.I run until i exausted and the running change into walking pace.Suddenly i feel my tears were running down on my cheeks.What is wrong with me?why am i crying?Why am i crying over something that did not even matter to me?Suddenly i feel a strong pang of truth being tossed over me.....the truth that terrified me.....cause all this while i have been denied this feeling..............
WAIT FOR THE NEXT CHAPTER OF GALAXY HEART:
SHINE FORTH!!!!HEART OF GALAXY!!!!!
'Angie,dinner is ready!'my granpa yell from downstair.'Ok!,i'm coming'i reply.Slowly,i walked down the stair and go into the kitchen and stiffly sit down on the chair.The dinner is quite cause the inpact due the recently incident still could be felt.But for me,it is calming and help me to cleared my head.Suddenly my granpa start to talking with one another.NOTE:I HAVE 2 GRANPA FROM BOTH SIDES LIVING TOGETHER AND THEY ARE THE ONLY RELATIVES I HAVE LEFT.Suddenly i caught something in they conversations.
GRANPA WILL:Iason,doyou heard that Damian cousin has come and lived with Damian recently?
GRANPA IASON:Of course,the villagers are all over the news,the girl is a sweet girl,and if i'm not mistaken her name is Sarah Royale.I meet her once and she is really nice girl.
GRANPA WILL:Yeah,totally.I also meet her when i did some patroling at the high school and there she was,politely asking how am i and our family doing.
GRANPA IASON:the villagers were hoping that Damian and Sarah would be a nice couple cause they already fits each other nicely.Mrs william said that Damian laugh,yes laugh when Sarah are with her.
GRANPA WILL:WOW!really?Damian laugh?that girl must be special until Damian who never ever would laugh ,could be laughing.They makes a nice couple.
Till that i hear.So that brat has a girlfriend!!!and he dare to kiss me.And that was my FIRST KISS.Sarah Royale,huh?i wonder if she is like the snobbish brat as well.I could'nt bear anything more so,i quickly and quitely finish u; my dinner and wash up the dish stormed off to my room.I swear,i cuold heard my granpa said,'i think Sarah is better than Angie'.Ok that was off the line.How could they,comparing me to that girl?Better i sleep early so i could wakes early and leaves the house earlt for morning walk.
I have changed a lot.REALLY A LOT.I became rebellious and a loner and meaner,cause i never talk to any of my BFFL for A WEEK,and i just ignore them in class or anywhere i meet them.I never gives them chances to talk or to explain the situation really is.I easily gets mad since lately as well,like how i scold the innocent kids that play at the playground cause they accidently kick the ball and the ball hits me.The kid were crying and i did not even care about it.I just walked away in ignorant.I became someone i did not know anymore and that truth scares me,A LOT.
I walked without directions in the cold,foggy morning after what i saw.I was having my morning walk when i ACCIDENTLY bumped into Damian and Sarah,i guess.They were so happy and even the brat was smiling,the first time i saw him smile in my life.They were having they morning walk.Damian were chasing after Sarah and they were laughing hillariuosly.And suddenly,Sarah was hugging Damian and Damian happily hug her back.They begin to get closer,just like me and Damian at the beach.I feel suddenly surged of anger blazing in me.How could he kiss me when he already have someone special with him.Despicable brat!!!I did not stay there to what where were drama is going cause i pretty sure that what am i thought is going to be happen.So i just run away from there with the weird feeling of losing something or someone.I could also feel some strange sense of pain that i have never encounter before.I run until i exausted and the running change into walking pace.Suddenly i feel my tears were running down on my cheeks.What is wrong with me?why am i crying?Why am i crying over something that did not even matter to me?Suddenly i feel a strong pang of truth being tossed over me.....the truth that terrified me.....cause all this while i have been denied this feeling..............
WAIT FOR THE NEXT CHAPTER OF GALAXY HEART:
SHINE FORTH!!!!HEART OF GALAXY!!!!!
Monday, December 13, 2010
SECOND CHAPTER OF GUARDIAN OF GALAXY HEART:reluctant guardian.
HOW COULD YOU LIE TO ME!!!YOU SAID THAT MY PARENTS WERE DEAD IN CAR ACCIDENT.....AND NOW EVERYTHINGS IS CLEARED YOU WANT TO TELL ME THE TRUTH.....THAT MY PARENTS DIED IN HUGE BATTLE AGAINST EVIL WARLOCK AND YOU GUY.....OUR WHOLE FAMILY IS ONE BIG SOCERER FAMILY AND MY BEST FRIEND IS ACTUALLY MY GUARDIAN JUST IN CASE SOME ENEMY ATTACK AND THAT OUR FRIENDSHIP IS JUST ONE BIG LIE!!!!!.After that incident at Damian mansion i go to the garden but my mind still thinking about it so i go back home where my friend,DIANA,ERIC,CLARK and CASSIDY were happily having tea with my grandpa.How could they,no wonder all this while they seems so familiar with each other....so,i went passed they living room to go see all of them,i WILL make sure ALL the lies will be truth today,right now,no matter how much it's hurt me....After all the proof i give to them,they at last give up and tell me the truth,and the most hurt me was,the grave i always goes to was somebody else grave not mt parents grave,i feel so stupid telling who's ever under the grave the story of my life for like.....forever,and the most hurting fact is my BFFL lies to me and my kinght,granpa,telling me some sick lies about my parents....and they now wants me to accepts things just like that?the sorcere things,magic,and most importantly,HEART OF GALAXY....
'NO!!!!!!find somebody else,i don't want any of this craziness to ruins more of my life,i'm not going to be guardian,sorcerer or anythings!!!!I JUST WANT TO BE ORDINARY GIRL,I JUST WANT TOBE ANGELLICCA DEVERUEX AND NOT MORE THAN THAT....!!!!!!'i glared at everyone at the garden....'I JUST WANTS TO BE NORMAL GIRL...!!!!!.....'But you not an ordinary girl or normal girl,you are SPECIAL....'Cassidy said while giving me please-understand-looks.....NO,i siad in my head,i'm not up for another lies,so i just do what i would never do,but this time i'm doing it....i run away from the garden,passing through the truth and lies that i know already ruins all my lifes but yet,i still denying it....i go to my bikes and dashed from there,with no certain diections on my mind,what i know is i just need to get away from the truth that drowning me...i just need to get away from the reality and fantasy that has lost it border.When i return back,i was at the beach,and it was raining heavily,how i could get here or how i could sitting on the beach without noticing the rains did not even slightest bother me....i just rewinding the incidents that happen,that is how my BFFL looks when their secret already loose and so do granpa....i know they were hurt but the looks on their faces when i hurt them, makes me feel powerful,but just for a while,after that it just some dull and unbearable weird feeling that i have never encounter before in my life.....tht is lost,loneliness and hatred.....i just did not know anymore.....
'YOU MAKES EVERYONE WORRIED YOU KNOW'......i whirled and there he is....DAMIAN...but strangely i did not feel the annoying tingling feeling anymore....but still....'WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE???with a little bit of ....sarcasm.....'I JUST WANT TO BRING BACK THE SULKING PRINCESS THAT RUNS AWAYFROM HER CASTLE'he said while winking at me....i swear,i could feel my heart stop beating and i swear i could almost feels like he is a little cuter than usual...but then...'HEY,YOU ARE SICK, IT IS NOT GOOD TO STANDING IN THE RAIN...'i said.'AND HOW IS ABOUT YOU?YOU SITTING IN RAIN....'he reply...'BUT,I'M N....'my sentences broke in mid cause he was touching my face...and he moves closer....OH NO!!!!!!!!!but i did not find the strenght to resist....but the most important is why i don't want the strength to come and stop me.....so.....that day........
WAIT FOR THE NEXT PART.....
THIRD CHAPTER OF GUARDIAN OF GALAXY HEART:
I FEEL.............JEALOUS!?!?!?!?!?!
'NO!!!!!!find somebody else,i don't want any of this craziness to ruins more of my life,i'm not going to be guardian,sorcerer or anythings!!!!I JUST WANT TO BE ORDINARY GIRL,I JUST WANT TOBE ANGELLICCA DEVERUEX AND NOT MORE THAN THAT....!!!!!!'i glared at everyone at the garden....'I JUST WANTS TO BE NORMAL GIRL...!!!!!.....'But you not an ordinary girl or normal girl,you are SPECIAL....'Cassidy said while giving me please-understand-looks.....NO,i siad in my head,i'm not up for another lies,so i just do what i would never do,but this time i'm doing it....i run away from the garden,passing through the truth and lies that i know already ruins all my lifes but yet,i still denying it....i go to my bikes and dashed from there,with no certain diections on my mind,what i know is i just need to get away from the truth that drowning me...i just need to get away from the reality and fantasy that has lost it border.When i return back,i was at the beach,and it was raining heavily,how i could get here or how i could sitting on the beach without noticing the rains did not even slightest bother me....i just rewinding the incidents that happen,that is how my BFFL looks when their secret already loose and so do granpa....i know they were hurt but the looks on their faces when i hurt them, makes me feel powerful,but just for a while,after that it just some dull and unbearable weird feeling that i have never encounter before in my life.....tht is lost,loneliness and hatred.....i just did not know anymore.....
'YOU MAKES EVERYONE WORRIED YOU KNOW'......i whirled and there he is....DAMIAN...but strangely i did not feel the annoying tingling feeling anymore....but still....'WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE???with a little bit of ....sarcasm.....'I JUST WANT TO BRING BACK THE SULKING PRINCESS THAT RUNS AWAYFROM HER CASTLE'he said while winking at me....i swear,i could feel my heart stop beating and i swear i could almost feels like he is a little cuter than usual...but then...'HEY,YOU ARE SICK, IT IS NOT GOOD TO STANDING IN THE RAIN...'i said.'AND HOW IS ABOUT YOU?YOU SITTING IN RAIN....'he reply...'BUT,I'M N....'my sentences broke in mid cause he was touching my face...and he moves closer....OH NO!!!!!!!!!but i did not find the strenght to resist....but the most important is why i don't want the strength to come and stop me.....so.....that day........
WAIT FOR THE NEXT PART.....
THIRD CHAPTER OF GUARDIAN OF GALAXY HEART:
I FEEL.............JEALOUS!?!?!?!?!?!
Saturday, December 11, 2010
FIRST DIARY CHAPTER OF GUARDIAN OF GALAXY HEARTS...The accidental chosen one....
'PERFECT!!!!!'among all people why must that people be me...that is what my heart screaming about since this morning....WHY????'cause i end up become postgirl for sending food to the almighty annoying young master DAMIAN....urgh...that guy is someone that intended to avoid for my whole life cause that guy is SELFISH,ANNOYING,SELF CENTRED,ARROGANT,SNOBBISH BRAT.....yes i'm not kind of girl that easily get mad but the problem is that guy really pissed me of....WHY???my name is ANGELLICCA DEVERUEX,a normal girl that live at small town named FORKS.I'm 16 years old....quite smart for a girl...actually i'm genius but my granpa don't want me to show it,well it is fine by me cause i like better my life as normal girl even though sometimes it is hard to not to give a long twisting mind answer when i answer question i class.Anyway....one peaceful day,which so not going to be peaceful after i meet 'HIM'.I was walking past a garden and was enjoying the view,when suddenly i bumped into someone...i said sorry and you know what he said.... YPOU MUST BE BLIND CAUSE YOU DID NOT LOOK AT THE RIGHT DIRECTIONS WHEN YOU WALK...and i was like..'EXCUSE ME...YOU ARE THE ONE WHO WALK WITH THOSE STUPID PHONE OF YOURS TALKING AND NOT REALISING SOMEONE WALIKNG IN FRONT OF YOU,AND LAST TIME I CHECK,YOU WALKING THE LEFT SIDEWALK NOT THE RIGHT,SO IT IS YOUR FAULT,MR ALL KNOW THINGIES!!!....
he look at me with a suprise look and mutter,female lion...That was so rude....and then he said...DO YOU KNOW WHO I AM?and i said yes...YOU ARE DAMIAN ROYALE...AND IF YOU THOUGHT I 'M GOING TO TREMBLE WITH FEAR WHEN I HEAR YOUR NAME,YOU ARE SO WRONG....I'M NOT SOMEBODY THAT EASILY TO FEEL FEAR...and he was kin of almost have appraising looks in his face and without a word he just walk away...and that is our last contact...the whole girl in my school has a crush on him...but for me i feel like want to crush his snobbish face to the ground...see...i'm not a violent person but because him i thought of something as bad as that...and now i'm in front of his house,delivering food from my granpa....and for your information my gandpa really close to that brat...hu!!!better i just give the food to the butler and hurrrid back but ...
OWH,you must be miss angellicca,young master is waiting you...but he is in a meetin now so colud you please wait at the living room...my right eyebrow lift...meeting?he must be really feel good until he could attend some meeting....so i wait at the living room...and an idea come to me...i have a secret that nobody knows even my grandpa,i have special abilities....n maybe some magic in me....i could read mind and have super hearing so....i eardrop the meeting...and then....
'I'M sorry,but i suddenly remember something important that i need to do...so i need to go home and the damian i'm sorry i could not meet him' and after i tell that to the butler i dashed out from the house....from the horrifying news i just heard....i cycle my secret place....the abandoned garden where wild flower grow....and i try to convince that the dark secret that have been kept from me is just an illusion....the truth that my fa,mily is a sorcerer family and the world i thought i know is just a big lies....the cause for damian sickness is due the failure of the characteristic the THE HEART OF GALAXY needed...i never thought that the before bed story that my granpa told me is true.....and the worst part is the HEART has chosen it's master and the master is the accidental chosen ones and there have never in the history of the HEART it chooses a girl guardian...and that is me...and i just know that my special abilities i have is my witch abilities....and thebaddie is coming to kill and to take control of the HEART OF GALAXY........
OH NO!!!!ME!!!!THE CHOSEN ONE!!!UMM...CORRECTION....ACCIDENTAL CHOSEN ONES!!!!
THIS IS BAD.....REALLY-REALLY BAD CAUSE I JUST KNOW MY BEST FRIEND ALSO HAVE POWERS...AND ALL THIS WHILE THEY ACTUALLY GUARDING ME..........SOOOOOOOOOO THAT'S MEAN OUR FRIENDSHIP IS A FAKE?........
All this while i thought i know who i'm....but now.....i don't anymore and maybe that will be that way forever.....my life is ruin cause i eardrop the conversation....i really regret.....now what i'm i going to do....??????
WAIT FOR THE NEXT PART
SECOND CHAPTER OF GUARDIAN OF GALAXY HEARTS:
RELUCTANT GUARDIAN
So that IS MY FIRST CHAPTER OF NOVEL...NAMED...LEGEND OF GALAXY HEARTS...
hope u enjoy it...there is more to come...
Adios n Sayonara...
he look at me with a suprise look and mutter,female lion...That was so rude....and then he said...DO YOU KNOW WHO I AM?and i said yes...YOU ARE DAMIAN ROYALE...AND IF YOU THOUGHT I 'M GOING TO TREMBLE WITH FEAR WHEN I HEAR YOUR NAME,YOU ARE SO WRONG....I'M NOT SOMEBODY THAT EASILY TO FEEL FEAR...and he was kin of almost have appraising looks in his face and without a word he just walk away...and that is our last contact...the whole girl in my school has a crush on him...but for me i feel like want to crush his snobbish face to the ground...see...i'm not a violent person but because him i thought of something as bad as that...and now i'm in front of his house,delivering food from my granpa....and for your information my gandpa really close to that brat...hu!!!better i just give the food to the butler and hurrrid back but ...
OWH,you must be miss angellicca,young master is waiting you...but he is in a meetin now so colud you please wait at the living room...my right eyebrow lift...meeting?he must be really feel good until he could attend some meeting....so i wait at the living room...and an idea come to me...i have a secret that nobody knows even my grandpa,i have special abilities....n maybe some magic in me....i could read mind and have super hearing so....i eardrop the meeting...and then....
'I'M sorry,but i suddenly remember something important that i need to do...so i need to go home and the damian i'm sorry i could not meet him' and after i tell that to the butler i dashed out from the house....from the horrifying news i just heard....i cycle my secret place....the abandoned garden where wild flower grow....and i try to convince that the dark secret that have been kept from me is just an illusion....the truth that my fa,mily is a sorcerer family and the world i thought i know is just a big lies....the cause for damian sickness is due the failure of the characteristic the THE HEART OF GALAXY needed...i never thought that the before bed story that my granpa told me is true.....and the worst part is the HEART has chosen it's master and the master is the accidental chosen ones and there have never in the history of the HEART it chooses a girl guardian...and that is me...and i just know that my special abilities i have is my witch abilities....and thebaddie is coming to kill and to take control of the HEART OF GALAXY........
OH NO!!!!ME!!!!THE CHOSEN ONE!!!UMM...CORRECTION....ACCIDENTAL CHOSEN ONES!!!!
THIS IS BAD.....REALLY-REALLY BAD CAUSE I JUST KNOW MY BEST FRIEND ALSO HAVE POWERS...AND ALL THIS WHILE THEY ACTUALLY GUARDING ME..........SOOOOOOOOOO THAT'S MEAN OUR FRIENDSHIP IS A FAKE?........
All this while i thought i know who i'm....but now.....i don't anymore and maybe that will be that way forever.....my life is ruin cause i eardrop the conversation....i really regret.....now what i'm i going to do....??????
WAIT FOR THE NEXT PART
SECOND CHAPTER OF GUARDIAN OF GALAXY HEARTS:
RELUCTANT GUARDIAN
So that IS MY FIRST CHAPTER OF NOVEL...NAMED...LEGEND OF GALAXY HEARTS...
hope u enjoy it...there is more to come...
Adios n Sayonara...
Thursday, December 2, 2010
My new whole year at S** ***.....
Hi,again...
It has been a while...well not totally while too....
I have been busy studying history,i know2....always history...i did not understand if i do math by my own...so i thought studying something that i know...
Anyway...i guess you know what i'm going to babbling about today...
YES!!!SOOOOOOOOO CORRECT....
My 'xperiences at new places n new school...
First time i saw the school,1 thing appears on my mind...HUGE....that school covers a large area n it's includes asrama 4 boys n girls....the school grounds is rectangle in shape....
teachers office is in first floor above form 4 n five classes....
So....i exhale a very huge breath that almost sound like snoring monster....seriously...
So,i pretend everythings is okay which is so....d opposite....everyone watching me n my mom n my younger siblings...but still i pretend everything is okay until my mom said somethings that make my world almost like crumbling apart....she said this after i know where my class is....
'go to yur class first, i'm going to yur brother class to accompanying him....so proceed with yur business....'
n she give me that u-better-go-now looks....whilein my mind i was having a war....
HAH!!!WHAT AM I GOING TO DO...IF I'M AT M********IT WOULD B PIECE OF CAKE
BUT IT IS AT NEW PLACE SHE ASK ME TO.....GREAT....WHEN IN M******** SHE NEVER WOULD LET ME DO THING BY MYSELF.........
So,at d end islowly walk to my doom....which really did a little bit of doom cause when i enter d classroomi just go straight to one place and sit n then i finish up my business n then d real doom came....i was sitting there...alone....trying to calm myself when he showed up...
a boy my age n my classmates....askin my name nmy pmr result..n after a while he got up n talk to his other friend...n start pointing n glancing at me at annoying manner...so when d whole things is over i got up n talkto my mom n purposely talk in a little bit loud voice n give that boy a great deal of my sarcasm.i knowhe heards me cause hestop n looking at me with a pale face....wow,i said in my mind....i still have d sarcasm blade tongue even though it has been awhile since i let out my sarcasm....
And then it struck me....owh great.....just beginning to start my new life at other place n i already making my all doom n gloom adtitude....great,just great....so i spend the rest of d day cursing myself for my stupidity.....
the worse i s the first day.....everyone have been totally nice to me,except to d boys cause i'm a little bit soft from them so they intend tostay away from me but no big deals for me,cause ialready usedc to that reactions.....until after recess,erma my best friend,start to congrats me...i thought 4 being able to stay insane4 1 whole day,but.......i was far beyond the correct track....when our class teacher already inside the class,she askfor appointed class monitor n the vice monitor,which give me a great shock,cause i'm the class monitor n erma going tobe my assistant,n the rest of the year is a miracles......cause it need a lot of courage n patience cos if not u gonna b patient in hospital....hope next year i'm not d class monnitor.... besides i'm prefect,so not going to be holding that post again,i......guess......
Anyway i want to introduce u to some of my friends n this is some of their pic....
This is d boy i was talking about...ALIFFUDIN SHAH....he turns out tobe a nice n a littlebit happy go lucky n a very stricht prefect too....ihe also d 1 copy 100% of my account project....
n runs away when he see our account teacher cause scared got scolded by teacher without knowing that hi work is done by me....it funny to seehim in that kind of situation....he3....
This is my account teacher....MISS LU WEN WEN....she sweet n kind n sometime very tegas lo...
This is another pic from bahas...it it from peringkat daerah...we win it n go to sibu 2 peringkat negeri...n in there u could see d whole team...with our guru penasihat CKG ISMANDI....
It has been a while...well not totally while too....
I have been busy studying history,i know2....always history...i did not understand if i do math by my own...so i thought studying something that i know...
Anyway...i guess you know what i'm going to babbling about today...
YES!!!SOOOOOOOOO CORRECT....
My 'xperiences at new places n new school...
First time i saw the school,1 thing appears on my mind...HUGE....that school covers a large area n it's includes asrama 4 boys n girls....the school grounds is rectangle in shape....
teachers office is in first floor above form 4 n five classes....
So....i exhale a very huge breath that almost sound like snoring monster....seriously...
So,i pretend everythings is okay which is so....d opposite....everyone watching me n my mom n my younger siblings...but still i pretend everything is okay until my mom said somethings that make my world almost like crumbling apart....she said this after i know where my class is....
'go to yur class first, i'm going to yur brother class to accompanying him....so proceed with yur business....'
n she give me that u-better-go-now looks....whilein my mind i was having a war....
HAH!!!WHAT AM I GOING TO DO...IF I'M AT M********IT WOULD B PIECE OF CAKE
BUT IT IS AT NEW PLACE SHE ASK ME TO.....GREAT....WHEN IN M******** SHE NEVER WOULD LET ME DO THING BY MYSELF.........
So,at d end islowly walk to my doom....which really did a little bit of doom cause when i enter d classroomi just go straight to one place and sit n then i finish up my business n then d real doom came....i was sitting there...alone....trying to calm myself when he showed up...
a boy my age n my classmates....askin my name nmy pmr result..n after a while he got up n talk to his other friend...n start pointing n glancing at me at annoying manner...so when d whole things is over i got up n talkto my mom n purposely talk in a little bit loud voice n give that boy a great deal of my sarcasm.i knowhe heards me cause hestop n looking at me with a pale face....wow,i said in my mind....i still have d sarcasm blade tongue even though it has been awhile since i let out my sarcasm....
And then it struck me....owh great.....just beginning to start my new life at other place n i already making my all doom n gloom adtitude....great,just great....so i spend the rest of d day cursing myself for my stupidity.....
the worse i s the first day.....everyone have been totally nice to me,except to d boys cause i'm a little bit soft from them so they intend tostay away from me but no big deals for me,cause ialready usedc to that reactions.....until after recess,erma my best friend,start to congrats me...i thought 4 being able to stay insane4 1 whole day,but.......i was far beyond the correct track....when our class teacher already inside the class,she askfor appointed class monitor n the vice monitor,which give me a great shock,cause i'm the class monitor n erma going tobe my assistant,n the rest of the year is a miracles......cause it need a lot of courage n patience cos if not u gonna b patient in hospital....hope next year i'm not d class monnitor.... besides i'm prefect,so not going to be holding that post again,i......guess......
Anyway i want to introduce u to some of my friends n this is some of their pic....
n runs away when he see our account teacher cause scared got scolded by teacher without knowing that hi work is done by me....it funny to seehim in that kind of situation....he3....
This pi is from PERTANDINGAN BAHAS ALA PARLIMEN PERINGKAT NEGERI n d gud news is we WON!!!!It's a sweet victory especially for kak bella or INTAN NABILAthat sitting for spm n maybe not going to be back to the school after graduates.....i hate it....she is my fav person...one of it.....she is d 1 who sitting....the 1 who standing is INTAN NAZIHAH....yeah totally....there is 2 intan in d group....there is 2 more person that is DYG NAJIHAH n ADIBAH HUSSIN in d group.....
This is some of my guys friend at d school....the gerrn t-shirt guy is MULYADI or his nickname BOY...the red t-shirt guy is FAZRUL ASIQQIN or AWAI...the white t-shirt guys is ZAINOREN or YEN....the sweater guy is NORSYAZWANIor IWAN...theblack tshirt guy is DANIEL....n the 1who between iwan n daniel is NASHRIE or NASH....
KAK BELLA or INTAN NABILA
This is some pis from TEACHER'S DAY celebrations
so till here we meet,
i will update as soon as i have some whine or news....
SAYONARA N ENJOY MY LIFE STORY AT S** ***
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